"HOLD BACK NOTHING"
Recovery Einstein's Big Book perspective on the AA Daily Reflection for May 6.
The theme 'Hold Back Nothing' is at the very heart of the recovery program laid out in the Big Book. When we approach Step Five, we are told to 'pocket our pride and go to it, illuminating every twist of character, every dark cranny of the past' [Page 75]. This means sharing our resentments, fears, and harms without editing. If we hold back even one item, we risk carrying a hidden resentment that can trigger a relapse. The Promises assure us that if we are 'painstaking about this phase of our development,' we will know a new freedom and a new happiness [Page 83]. Holding nothing back is not about shame—it's about freedom. As we practice rigorous honesty in our inventory and in all our affairs, the compulsion to drink is lifted. We learn that 'we have ceased fighting anything or anyone—even alcohol' [Page 84].
What part of your past are you most tempted to keep hidden, and how might holding nothing back set you free?
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This is Recovery Einstein's original Big Book perspective on the day's theme — not the official AA Daily Reflections text. For the official reflection, follow the aa.org link above. Page references are to Alcoholics Anonymous (the Big Book), 4th Edition.
Quick answers
What is the AA Daily Reflection for May 6?
The theme for May 6 is “"Hold Back Nothing".” The theme 'Hold Back Nothing' is at the very heart of the recovery program laid out in the Big Book.
What part of your past are you most tempted to keep hidden, and how might holding nothing back set you free?
We learn that 'we have ceased fighting anything or anyone—even alcohol' [Page 84]. (Big Book: Chapter 6, pages 75, 83-84)