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Everything on Recovery Starts that's meant to be read, on one page. That's the Twelve Steps, Traditions and Concepts, the story of how A.A. began, the Big Book page by page, answers to the questions people ask about A.A., and a reading for every day of the year.
Each page is written from A.A.'s own literature and names the page you can check it against. Every page is free, with no account and no sign-up. Recovery Starts is an independent project, not affiliated with Alcoholics Anonymous World Services. If you're looking for a meeting tonight, the meetings map and online meetings are the place to start.
The Twelve Steps
The Twelve Steps are A.A.'s program of recovery, first printed in the book Alcoholics Anonymous (the Big Book) in April 1939, in the chapter "How It Works" on pages 59–60. Our page sets out each Step and where the Big Book explains how to take it.
The Twelve Traditions
The Traditions are the principles A.A. groups adopted in 1950 to keep the fellowship together and unowned. The Big Book prints the long form in Appendix I (pp. 563–566), and our page sets out what each one actually says. The history page follows how they were worked out from 1937 to 1950, from the letters and the sources.
The Twelve Concepts for World Service
The Concepts, adopted by the General Service Conference in 1962, describe how A.A.'s service structure works. The Big Book's Appendix VII carries only their short form; our page has both forms in full.
The story of A.A.
How A.A. began, from Bill W.'s and Dr. Bob's meeting in Akron in 1935 to the Traditions in 1950, told from what the books themselves say.
The Big Book
Alcoholics Anonymous, 4th edition. There's a reference page for nearly every page of the book (a few blank and divider pages have none), with what the page covers, its chapter, and where to read it. There are also pages on the passages people look for most, and you can read and search the actual pages free.
- The Big Book, Page by Page — Every Page of Alcoholics Anonymous (4th Edition)
- Search the Big Book
- Get the Big Book
- Acceptance Was the Answer: Big Book Page 417 Explained
- Big Book Amends: Steps 8 and 9 Explained (Pages 76-84)
- Big Book Fear Inventory — Step 4, Pages 67-68
- Big Book Spiritual Experience Appendix II (Pages 567-568)
- Big Book Step 4 Instructions: Pages 63-71 Explained
- Carrying the Message: Step 12 in the Big Book (Page 89)
- Daily Reprieve: What Big Book Page 85 Really Means
- How It Works: Big Book Chapter 5 Explained (Pages 58-60)
- More Will Be Revealed: Big Book Meaning (Page 164)
- Powerless Over Alcohol: Step 1 in the Big Book Explained
- Self-Will Run Riot: What the Big Book Says on Page 62
- The Promises in the Big Book: Pages 83-84 Explained
- What Does the Big Book Say About Resentment? (Pages 64-67)
- What Does the Big Book Say About Sponsorship?
Every page, by number (the front matter in roman numerals first):
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A.A. questions, answered from the books
249 questions people actually ask about A.A. ("Am I an alcoholic?", "Is A.A. religious?", "What happens at a meeting?"), each answered from what A.A.'s own books say, with the page to check it against.
- A.A. questions, answered from the books
- "Character defects" or "defects of character," "shortcomings": what does the Big Book say?
- "Lack of power, that was our dilemma": what dilemma?
- "Recovered" or "recovering": which word does the Big Book use?
- "Who are you to say there is no God?": who says it, and to whom?
- Are "Easy Does It," "First Things First" and "Live and Let Live" in the Big Book?
- Are chips, coins, medallions and sobriety birthdays in the Big Book? Where did they come from?
- Are the personal stories part of the A.A. program?
- Are the Steps rules or suggestions?
- Are the Traditions just formalities?
- Are the Traditions rules? Who do they apply to: groups or members?
- Are the Twelve Concepts the same as the Twelve Traditions?
- Can an A.A. group be named after a treatment centre or a person?
- Can an alcoholic ever drink normally again?
- Can anyone be thrown out of A.A.?
- Can I go to A.A. if I'm still drinking?
- Can we approach someone who is still drinking?
- Can young people and teenagers go to A.A.?
- Can your Higher Power be anything, a doorknob, the group?
- Concept I: who has the final say in A.A.?
- Concept II: what is the General Service Conference, and what can it decide?
- Concept III: what is the Right of Decision, and must a delegate vote the way the group says?
- Concept IV: what is the Right of Participation, and who votes at the Conference?
- Concept IX: what makes a good leader in A.A. service?
- Concept V: what are the Rights of Appeal and Petition?
- Concept VI: what do the trustees of the General Service Board do?
- Concept VII: who really holds power, the Conference or the trustees?
- Concept VIII: do the trustees run the General Service Office and the Grapevine?
- Concept X: why must service authority equal service responsibility?
- Concept XI: who helps the trustees, and how should paid A.A. workers be treated?
- Concept XII: what are the General Warranties of the Conference?
- Do I have to be religious to work the Steps?
- Do I have to get a sponsor?
- Do I have to say "I'm an alcoholic"? Is "Hi, I'm ___, and I'm an alcoholic" in the Big Book?
- Does A.A. carry the message into prisons and hospitals?
- Does A.A. cost anything?
- Does A.A. sign court slips or write letters for courts and probation?
- Does Step 12 require believing in God a certain way?
- Does the Big Book endorse treatment centres?
- Does the Big Book really say to pray for people you resent ("This is a sick man")?
- Does the Big Book say "90 meetings in 90 days"?
- Does the Big Book say "fake it till you make it"?
- Does the Big Book say "once an alcoholic, always an alcoholic"?
- Does the Big Book say "relapse is part of recovery"? What does it say about a slip?
- Does the Big Book say "trust God, clean house, help others"?
- Does the Big Book say "you have to give it away to keep it"?
- Does the Big Book say a newcomer has to do it A.A.'s way? ("…prefers some other spiritual approach, encourage him")
- Does the Big Book say alcohol is "but a symptom"? Is drinking the real problem?
- Does the Big Book say fear is "false evidence appearing real"?
- Does the Big Book say to "stick with the winners"?
- Does the Big Book say to avoid bars and drinkers?
- Does the Big Book say to stay away from doctors, medicine or psychiatry?
- Does the Big Book say to take the Steps in order?
- Does the Big Book say we're meant to be "happy, joyous, and free"?
- Does the Big Book say willpower doesn't work?
- Does the Big Book say you have to "hit bottom"?
- Does the main text of the Big Book talk about gratitude? ("an attitude of gratitude")
- How can I tell when a quote has been taken out of context?
- How did A.A. grow from two people?
- How did Alcoholics Anonymous get its name? Was "The Way Out" the title?
- How did Bill W. and Dr. Bob meet?
- How did the Cleveland group become the first to call itself Alcoholics Anonymous?
- How do I know if I'm an alcoholic?
- How does the Big Book say to do Step 4?
- How does the Big Book say to make amends?
- How long did the first members take to work the Steps?
- How many members did A.A. have in 1939?
- How was the Big Book paid for and published (Works Publishing)?
- How were Akron and New York different in the early years?
- How were the Twelve Steps written?
- Is "A.A. is a selfish program" in the Big Book?
- Is "Acceptance is the answer" part of the main text?
- Is "bring the body and the mind will follow" in the Big Book?
- Is "don't quit before the miracle happens" in the Big Book?
- Is "expectations are premeditated resentments" in the Big Book?
- Is "faith without works is dead" in the Big Book?
- Is "G.O.D. = Good Orderly Direction / Group Of Drunks" in the A.A. books?
- Is "God doesn't make junk" in the Big Book?
- Is "it works if you work it" in the Big Book?
- Is "it's not a drinking problem, it's a thinking problem" in the Big Book?
- Is "it's the first drink that gets you drunk" in the Big Book?
- Is "keep coming back" in the Big Book?
- Is "keep it simple" in the Big Book?
- Is "keep your side of the street clean" in the Big Book?
- Is "let go and let God" in the Big Book?
- Is "meeting makers make it" in the Big Book?
- Is "no crosstalk" an A.A. rule?
- Is "one day at a time" in the Big Book?
- Is "people, places and things" in the Big Book?
- Is "progress, not perfection" in the Big Book?
- Is "sick and tired of being sick and tired" in the Big Book?
- Is "stinking thinking" in the Big Book?
- Is "there but for the grace of God" in the Big Book?
- Is "think the drink through" (or "play the tape forward") in the Big Book?
- Is "this too shall pass" in the A.A. books?
- Is "turn it over" in the Big Book?
- Is "we're only as sick as our secrets" in the Big Book?
- Is "Working With Others" about sponsorship?
- Is "your best thinking got you here" in the Big Book?
- Is "your disease is doing push-ups in the parking lot" in the books?
- Is A.A. a religious organization?
- Is A.A. a treatment program? Does it provide detox, housing or counselling?
- Is A.A. for people addicted to drugs or other things?
- Is A.A. run from the top down?
- Is Al-Anon part of A.A.?
- Is group conscience a majority vote?
- Is HALT (hungry, angry, lonely, tired) in the Big Book?
- Is helping others selfish if it keeps me sober?
- Is it true there are "no musts" in A.A.?
- Is the A.A. Preamble in the Big Book? Where did it come from?
- Is the definition of insanity in the Big Book?
- Is the St. Francis Prayer in the Big Book?
- Is the word "sponsor" in the Big Book?
- Is what I say at a meeting kept private?
- My husband (or wife) drinks. What does the Big Book say to do?
- Should I give a newcomer money or a place to stay?
- Step Twelve: what the Big Book actually says
- Tradition Eight: can anyone be paid for Twelfth Step work?
- Tradition Eleven: does A.A. advertise?
- Tradition Five: what is a group's one purpose?
- Tradition Four: can GSO tell a group what to do?
- Tradition Nine: is A.A. organized? Who runs it?
- Tradition One: does it mean "my sobriety comes first"?
- Tradition Seven: does A.A. take outside money?
- Tradition Six: can an A.A. group partner with a treatment centre?
- Tradition Ten: does A.A. take sides on outside issues?
- Tradition Twelve: does anonymity mean keeping A.A. secret?
- Tradition Two: does anyone have authority in A.A.?
- Was the Big Book written only for men? Is A.A. for women?
- Was there a draft of the Big Book before 1939?
- Were the Traditions written with the Steps?
- What are A.A.'s Three Legacies?
- What are the "bedevilments"?
- What are the a, b, c of p. 60 ("probably no human power… God could and would if He were sought")?
- What are the Twelve Concepts, and why were they written?
- What changed between the four editions of the Big Book?
- What changed in A.A. between 1939 and 1950?
- What did Bill W. say about clubs and A.A.?
- What did early A.A. take from the Oxford Group, and why did it separate?
- What did the first members read before the Big Book existed?
- What do "selfishness—self-centeredness!" and "self-will run riot" mean in the Big Book?
- What do Steps 10 and 11 ask, day to day?
- What do Steps Six, Seven and Eight ask, and how much does the Big Book say about each?
- What do the last lines of the Big Book say ("suggestive only," "we know only a little," "the Road of Happy Destiny")?
- What does "absolutely unable to stop drinking on the basis of self-knowledge" mean?
- What does "carry this message" mean — which message?
- What does "deep down in every man, woman, and child is the fundamental idea of God" say?
- What does "either God is everything or else He is nothing" mean in its place?
- What does "faith has to work twenty-four hours a day in and through us, or we perish" refer to?
- What does "half measures availed us nothing" mean in context?
- What does "like a tornado roaring his way through the lives of others" mean?
- What does "no outside affiliation" mean in practice?
- What does "pause, when agitated or doubtful" mean, and where is it?
- What does "Rarely have we seen a person fail" really say, and who does it say may not recover?
- What does "the spiritual life is not a theory. We have to live it" refer to?
- What does "Thy will be done" mean in the Big Book?
- What does "We are people who normally would not mix" say?
- What does "willing to go to any length" refer to?
- What does Appendix V, "The Religious View on A.A.," say?
- What does Step 1 say? Powerless over what?
- What does Step Nine's "except when to do so would injure them or others" mean? (Do I tell my spouse about an affair?)
- What does Step Two ask: "came to believe" what?
- What does the Big Book mean by alcoholism as an illness?
- What does the Big Book say about amends that could cost you your job or put you in jail?
- What does the Big Book say about fear?
- What does the Big Book say about helping the drinker's family?
- What does the Big Book say about honesty?
- What does the Big Book say about money owed and creditors?
- What does the Big Book say about self-pity and jealousy?
- What does the Big Book say about sex?
- What does the Big Book say about tolerance?
- What does the Big Book say humility is?
- What does the Big Book say to employers?
- What does the Foreword to the First Edition say A.A. is for?
- What happened at the 1950 Cleveland convention?
- What happened at the St. Louis convention in 1955?
- What happened to Bill W. at Towns Hospital?
- What happens at an A.A. meeting?
- What happens to the family after the drinking stops?
- What if the person I'm helping doesn't want it?
- What is "a design for living that really works"?
- What is "Conference-approved" literature?
- What is "our real purpose" ("to fit ourselves to be of maximum service to God and the people about us")?
- What is "Rule 62"?
- What is "The Doctor's Opinion," and who wrote it?
- What is "the phenomenon of craving," and what is the "allergy"?
- What is a "dry drunk"? Is it in the Big Book?
- What is a "Twelfth Step call"?
- What is a group business meeting for?
- What is a GSR, a district and an area?
- What is a home group, and how do the Traditions guide it?
- What is in the Big Book's appendices, and when was each added?
- What is the "daily reprieve," and what is it "contingent on"?
- What is the "fourth dimension of existence"?
- What is the "pink cloud"? Is it in the Big Book?
- What is the "spiritual awakening" in Step 12?
- What is the "spiritual malady"?
- What is the "Thirteenth Step"?
- What is the A.A. Grapevine, and how did it start?
- What is the Long Form of the Traditions, and why read it instead of the short form?
- What is the only requirement for A.A. membership?
- What is the Right of Appeal, and why does the minority matter?
- What is the Seventh Step prayer, and where is it?
- What is the Third Step prayer, and where is it?
- What part did Carl Jung play in A.A.'s beginning?
- What was the Alcoholic Foundation?
- What was the Jack Alexander article (1941), and what did it do?
- What we read, and when each source was written
- What were the "Four Absolutes"? Are they in the Big Book?
- What were the "six steps" used before the Twelve Steps?
- What's the difference between open and closed meetings? Can family or friends come?
- When did Dr. Bob die, and what were his last words to A.A.?
- Where are "the Promises," and what do they promise?
- Where are the Traditions in the Big Book?
- Where are the Twelve Steps in the Big Book?
- Where can I read the Big Book free, from A.A. itself?
- Where did the Serenity Prayer come from in A.A.?
- Where does "cooperation but not affiliation" come from?
- Where does "I am responsible…" (the Responsibility Declaration) come from?
- Where does "singleness of purpose" come from? Is it in the Big Book?
- Where does the money in the Seventh Tradition basket go? Is there a limit on what one member can give?
- Where is "contempt prior to investigation," and who does the Big Book say said it?
- Where is "cunning, baffling, powerful," and what comes right after it?
- Where is "God is doing for us what we could not do for ourselves," and what is it about?
- Where is "love and tolerance of others is our code"?
- Where is "resentment is the number one offender," and what does it mean?
- Which A.A. books are oldest, and why does the date matter?
- Who do I tell my Fifth Step to?
- Who has the final say in A.A.?
- Who is "Jim," and why the whiskey in the milk?
- Who is the "jaywalker" in the Big Book, and what is the story for?
- Who is the man who stayed sober twenty-five years and drank again (p. 32)?
- Who said "restless, irritable and discontented," and about what?
- Who was Anne Smith, Dr. Bob's wife?
- Who was Bill W.?
- Who was Dr. Bob?
- Who was Father Ed Dowling, and why is he in A.A.'s story?
- Who was Henrietta Seiberling?
- Who was Lois W., and what did she do in A.A.'s beginning?
- Who was Sister Ignatia, and what part did St. Thomas Hospital play?
- Who was the old school friend in "Bill's Story" (Ebby)?
- Who was the third member of A.A., and how was he found?
- Who wrote the Big Book's chapters, including "To Wives"?
- Why did early A.A. turn down Rockefeller money?
- Why do some meetings close with the Lord's Prayer?
- Why does the Big Book mention William James?
- Why is A.A. anonymous?
- Why is A.A.'s birthday June 10, 1935?
- Why was the Big Book written, and when?
- Why were the Twelve Traditions written?
Daily readings
One reading for every day of the year, on two tracks. The Daily Reflection pages are Recovery Einstein's Big Book perspective on each day's theme, with page citations. The Daily Tradition pages give one reading a day on the Twelve Traditions, one Tradition a month, grounded in the long form.
- Daily Reflection — Recovery Einstein's Big Book Perspective
- Today's Reflection
- Daily Reflection: January
- Daily Reflection: February
- Daily Reflection: March
- Daily Reflection: April
- Daily Reflection: May
- Daily Reflection: June
- Daily Reflection: July
- Daily Reflection: August
- Daily Reflection: September
- Daily Reflection: October
- Daily Reflection: November
- Daily Reflection: December
- Daily Traditions — One Reading a Day on A.A.'s 12 Traditions
- Today's Tradition
- Daily Tradition: January (Tradition 1)
- Daily Tradition: February (Tradition 2)
- Daily Tradition: March (Tradition 3)
- Daily Tradition: April (Tradition 4)
- Daily Tradition: May (Tradition 5)
- Daily Tradition: June (Tradition 6)
- Daily Tradition: July (Tradition 7)
- Daily Tradition: August (Tradition 8)
- Daily Tradition: September (Tradition 9)
- Daily Tradition: October (Tradition 10)
- Daily Tradition: November (Tradition 11)
- Daily Tradition: December (Tradition 12)
893 reading pages, listed in sitemap-reading.xml with the date each last changed. For AI assistants: llms.txt.